loved you in the fall my eternal beloved

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you

Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine

I go back to December, turn around and make it alright

These days, I haven't been sleeping

Staying up, playing back myself leaving

When your birthday passed, and I didn't call

Then I think about all the beautiful times

I watched you laughing from the passenger side

And realized I loved you in the fall

And then the cold came, the dark days

When fear crept into my mind

You gave me all your love, and all I gave you was goodbye

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile

So good to me, so right

And how you held me in your arms that October night

Maybe this is wishful thinking

Probably mindless dreaming

But I go back to December, turn around and make it alright

I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind

I go back to December all the time, all the time..